I need you like a terrible disease
If I said I hated you
I fucking lied
I can't act like I don't like you
You are like a bad habit
That can't be broken
You sink deep within my skin
Like a bloodsucking parasite
That is waiting to devour
You paralyze my rational thinking
And blind me from what I normally see
You bruise my delicate ego
And make me feel like shit
I am the ground you walk on
Never caring to look down
I am the old doll
That you toss in the corner
I am the door mat
You kick the dog shit onto
Stop telling me I am beautiful
Right after you are with another girl
It's another stupid line
That I want to believe
You are such scum
But I am lower
Because I am still in love with you