Best friend; worst enemy
Both of these things you are to me
Closest confidante; strongest critic
Probing my mind with your analytics
Tell me your secrets, tell me no lies
Sneer in disgust when I’m oh so unwise
Build me up fast; tear me down faster
Show me no mercy; be my task master
Why do I stay when I want at times to leave?
How tightly a bond did the furies here weave?
Living without you is torture – it’s true
As is staying when I keep failing you
Is there any way for me to avoid raising your ire
How do I steady my walk on this wire?
This balancing act is killing me slowly
But without your friendship I don’t even know me
I’m tired of apologizing; tired of letting you down
I long to see your smile, make you laugh, not frown
My words get confused – I make nothing but mistakes
But silence is not an option – when I withhold you just take
I simply don’t know how to navigate this course
Can’t find may way out, can’t escape with brute force
Guess I’ll keep my head down, pray your anger will subside
Then learn to be silent, keep my thoughts locked inside.