Life is not the same since
You've been gone
I see things in shades of grey
Everything I once knew
Remains no more.
I stand alone
Surrounded by people who call
Themselves family
the blood that flows through
Our veins
No longer seem to be the same
It's funny how things change ...
I stand at this precipice
Looking down into the unknown ...
With nobody to guide me
My next option
Sems to be my only choice
Strangers with familiar faces
I can't recognize who anyone is any longer ...
When did being someone
So easily become a nobody
Made to feel as though
I was & always have been nothing
More than a thought ... a mere second glance ...
Really ...
When did my value as a human
Become less than a burden?
One in their lives & a hindrance
To their master plans ...
I shouldn't feel this pain
This pain that continues to manifest ...
Growing with each hour
An outcast in
What some would call home ...
Is more of an uncomfortable space
That is not my own ...
I stand alone.