once having expectations for
something more
I thought you were wanting the same as I
only I was the one with those expectations
your words which captivated my soul
stimulated my mind
clouds my vision...distorting my thoughts
about the person in the flesh compared to the
one whose stranger to my eye once
but a familiar to my heart...
once thinking I was ready to open myself up again to another...
I hesitate in opening that door...
cautious to the fact that what I
prepare to welcome into my life
may not see what I envisioned
A beauty words can't describe
their smile making the smallest things seem grand...
I have these expectations in my mind...
yet those seem to be the lost ones
that can no longer be found...
expectations lost
faded memories now in the past...
one day
they will be found...