Sometimes your world comes crashing down
Never thought this day would come
Not knowing it could happen to me
Tears rolling down
No one can know cuz I don't want to feel dumb
Can't stop this from coming
Cuz I am the queen of rains who wears the crown
My eyes will cause a flooding
Hope not to leave no stain
One two three I need to get my mind straight
One two three everything's down the drain
I keep counting hoping this can keep away the pain
One more time its another damn lie
Cant believe can't process it thru my mind
Images creeping thru my head I think I needs some meds
Probably some coke some weed or some meth in my veins
No one to talk to I am a loner
No one to cry too when I feel so much pain
So I have no other choice to become a stoner
Thinking to much to the point I think I'm insane
I poured down my feelings and got nutin to gain
The love I had is still there but can I risk my love to u again
Cant even look into Ur eyes
Cuz my eyes can't see the lies you've made
There will be nomore sunrise
Am i not good enough did our love fade
Someone give me some advise
If this was me
Would u even look into my eyes and tell me u forgive me for my wrongs
Everytime i look at you
Everytime I touch you
Do u know what goes thru my mind
Another all upon you and not being me
Making me think I'm not worth a dime
Making me feel like I don't have what u need
Why be stupid why be that guy to fall into those steps
Someone good in Ur home someone who loves you
I am Someone who can't never look at you the same
Would you look at me like u ..use to before
Would you?
Getting even but
Would it be worth it would u accept
Am I that boring for u to make a decision like u did today
Hugged you one last time
Maybe my love would be strong to forgive you so I can move on
I jus wanted to keep hugging u but I can't stop thinking of what went down
I love you with all my heart can't see myself without u
Your the one who always kept me happy kept a smile on my face
Your the one I look foward to everyday
Your also the one who ruined my day
Your the one to destroy the trust we had
Your the reason why I have tears as I lay