I listen to your whispers.
Would you agree with my
life thus far?
Have I dissapointed you?
Or will you look at me
in the eye and say "You're Proud".
Iam so lost without you.
I miss our talks, in which
we spoke the same language that
we made up.
I miss you daily and is
extremely painful.
I would give my life for you.
Even if my life meant nothing.
I wanted you to teach me about me.
And tell me some of the things
I know now.
But also why I've been so beaten
down for being me.
It's been 20 years, 5 months,
9 days & 8 hours since you left me.
But everyday that I open my eyes,
I feel you next to me ...with your
eyes watching me, as if you never
left at all.