Don't you see?

Don’t you see?

What is wrong with me?

I just wanted some attention

I just needed some affection

All I longed for was a look of concern

Someone to notice how much I yearned

But all you do is sit in your corner

And think of anything but the former

All you do is gaze into your computer

All you do is sat at the computer

With your eyes fixed upon the screen

In your throne like a stubborn queen

Hello! I’m here! Don’t you see me?

I do the same as result, don’t you judge me

What kind of time is this? Quantity

Or maybe it is quality?

How about? … NONE

This is your idea of great fun

You in your private office

Me in my premature office

We just ignore one another

That is what I call bonding with my mother

I know I’m not the perfect daughter

And why should I bother?

Aren’t kids supposed to be rebellious?

I am neither enthusiastic nor zealous

I’m just wasting away day by day

I’m practically kissing my youth away

Why can’t it be as simple as it was?

Not caring about what someone says or does

But that’s all I seem to do lately

Play stupid games so everyone could hate me

That is the level of boredom I’ve reached

I am being the perfect example of what I preach

It is easier said than done

And as for ideas, I have none

I am so not proud of myself

Can anyone tell?

Not really, that’s why I’m writing this

Why are you so far away, Bliss?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

VEry bored and unsatisfied/

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