The Rings

A whole week as boyfriends

Had passed oh so slowly

A ring on your finger sends

A smile to my face slowly



It is intended for a girl

It is intended for me

Symbolism unfurled

Seriousness obviously



The first day it was worn

I found shady glitches

Crazy thoughts were born

While I became suspicious



It was pretty apparent

It had been used before

Still I would wear it

I would try to ignore



Since the very next day

It looked brighter than ever

I thought on my finger it’d stay

At least now and forever



But it didn’t turn out that way

I felt shame in what it meant

“That’s sad”, Ma would say

When my like was evident



That didn’t stop me though

I’d still wear it proudly

But its history I didn’t know

Didn’t allow pride, consequently



It became shadowed and dim

It had lost its luster

Do I still love him?

I’d think in a cluster



I was unable to slide

It back on my finger

I’d wait for it to subside

But the feeling still lingered



What was happening?

I wondered at times

But I kept hoping

It’d go away in time



Time finally passed

And to my surprise

For my birthday he has

An unlikely surprise



It’s another ring!

What an enticement!

And still I couldn’t bring

Myself to excitement



But now I had a reason

Not like the one before

My anger was teasing

Every second bothered more



He tried to make me feel

Bad on an important day

The hurt was so real

With him I couldn’t stay



I made a mistake

Though I expressed my feelings

The ring I couldn’t take

And with it I was leaving



So now I am here

On the verge of a breakup

With the sad tears

Of a hopeless love



So now I am here

With two rings in my possession

That I can’t have near

And that’s the sad confession



I can’t even put them on

Without feeling disgust

I have to carry them on

That’s how big the mistrust



I almost lost the new one

That was a sure sign

My decision is done

You should no longer be mine



And finally today arrived

I can wear them in peace

You’re no longer by my side

Our relationship has ceased



And finally today I feel

Better and greater than ever

My serenity is real

I feel as light as a feather



Why? People might wonder

It’s a pretty simple conclusion

I’m no longer under

Any false allusions



Still, why? People might ponder

It shouldn’t cause confusion

I no longer wonder

About hopes and illusions



That’s why we’re not together

I eliminated all expectations

The rings don’t mean forever

I can wear them without sensations



And now I take them off

A day with them on will do

I say goodbye to our love

Because it’s already due


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