When Will You Be Mine

26-JUNE-2006



"When will you be mine"

Are the words that I see flashing upon my screen

I know I'll regret writing this

Maybe days, weeks, months, or years later

But tonight I have only one regret

And it is that you are not mine

Maybe this is an attempt at poetry

Maybe it is the manifestation of vain jealousy

Maybe it's just boredom

But there is nothing stopping me now

How can my internal status quo

CHANGE

from one day to the next

Only you know how to explain it best

For you, she is complicated,

For me, you are complicated

Why are you going around moping

Of how she doesn't love you

What are you... a drama queen

She does, it's clear as day

But it is obvious: you want things done your way

What can I say?

Is this your plea for attention?

I would love to say it's not working

But frankly...

It's taken it's toll on me

You have manipulated me in such a way

While you dragged on about how she

was unreachable in a sense

Simultaneoulsy you became unattainable

and translated to me as

IRRESISTIBLE

Why do I go back to old habits?

Do I look for aloofness in guys?

Is that a personality trait I can't live without?

It's obvious...I'm your bed pan

The object you will have at hand

When you need to dispose of all your

impurities

I's obvious I'm your second hand

choice

It's not fair to me

What a drama queeen!

Ignore me

Just trying to let off steam

A little bit overwhelmed by reality

Maybe I'm just lonely

In that case just leave me be

Your work is done here

You've done your bit for poetry

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