My hair is not long enough “grow your hair longer”
I’m not tan enough, “get dark, baby”
I’m not thin enough; you never say a word about my body
You don’t like the silly things I have to say
“Babe, why don’t you just sit down and be quiet”
You say you don’t like her anymore,
That you both have your own lives,
You both have moved on
You call her ugly words and then make out with me
You are all over me, all I see is you
I take you in willingly
Then a minute later you tell her how beautiful she is
This is all so messed up
I don’t think you mean anything you say
And if you do I don’t want to hear it anymore
I want to be deaf to your voice and blind to your face
I want you to prove yourself
I want you to chase me and bring me back to last night
When I felt so close to you
When I spoke out loud that I thought we were meant to be
When you kissed me over and over
I need you to fight for this
I need you to make changes
I need to make mental adjustments
I wish I were numb to this pain
Pain you probably won’t see as serious at all
You might even be mad at me when you hear what I had to say
When you receive my messages
I don’t care anymore
It would be so much easier for me to just let you walk all over me
I am used to lying down and letting people do what they want to me
But you’re not just anyone
You’re you and you’re suppose to love me
You’re the one that is supposed to be so wonderful
You have let me down
You have crushed my hope that all is well in the world
Now I know you will never be over her