�I hate you!�
He said to me.
He meant it.
�I hate you, too!�
I screamed right back.
I didn�t mean it.
Tears over a first love,
A love I ruined.
�Get your life in shape!�
Mom yelled at me.
She saw the truth.
�It is in shape!�
I yelled in her face.
I lied to her.
Tears over my life,
Ruined by me.
My life filled with wrong-doings,
My life I try to hide.
I manage to ruin everything.
It�s true.
I hold an ending in my hand.
I think about how messed up I am.
�Why not?� I think.
I�m hated,
My life isn�t good enough.
So �goodbye� I say.
Goodbye