all these fucking voices
screaming at me
never letting me be
eating my waxy ear
because they like the taste
you cannot bring me peace
fuck you across the room
stop yelling at me
you body should be ripped apart, slowly
by a sewing machine
stop following me
why do you all care?
why are your eyes burning and melting my skin?
it’s all bubbly and creamy
will you drink my skin like soup?
where's my knife?
i'll take my life
fuck you
theres so much evil around me
so much evil
and all the things i've lived before
now i just want to die
let me go and fade away
let my blood go down the drain
let my carcass be cold and dry
fuck you
stop talking to me
why are you saying such horrible things?
i hate you
i hate you
i am in a ball, in a corner
hoping all of this will go away
all of this fear
on my face, in my eyes, in my hands
you look at me like i'm no one
a person with a debauched mind
let me be
let me fucking die alone