sinfully aware eyes watching all that are around
The girl whose blood would look so pleasant
splashed along the wall
and her mother who could be crushed by the train
the annoying men at the back of the bus
who babble about their girlfriends other boyfriends
and their cousin’s wedding
and the woman who stares out the window and wishes the same thing as i
And then there is me with sinful eyes washing off the blood
from the exploded heads and slit throats.
Each person is an aspect of our nature
the nature that is evil
even I am an aspect of nature
so I shall extinguish my own reflection
and
oh oh oh
and
eh eh eh
and
be be be
all sploshing together in large puddles
on the plastic floor
if only I could be stopped
if only we weren’t here at all