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Waiting
The midnight sand half light, a grim reminder of whats left. Fresh rain drops falling only echo those failures. I have little hope to share.I search the black horizon but all has escaped me. I closed my eyes, I walk sightless towards the ocean. I know what awaits.... a dark apartment a lone chair.I feel the warm water cling to my ankles.
it wasn't always like this.......
it wasn't always like this.......
my feelings for you seems to fall on blank paper. I wonder how I became so removed.
I spent four years wandering giving you time to decide, yet no decision is forthcoming. still I linger stagnant waiting for a word or a sign, a pardon to come back. what tribulations I have accrued during this abandonment. I now lay in wait on a island. A decline in economics status has left me with little choices. Dreams of you rescuing me fills my every waking moments. I can not express the urgency of the situation. I pray to gods speed to deliver this to you and your mercy to react.
I spent four years wandering giving you time to decide, yet no decision is forthcoming. still I linger stagnant waiting for a word or a sign, a pardon to come back. what tribulations I have accrued during this abandonment. I now lay in wait on a island. A decline in economics status has left me with little choices. Dreams of you rescuing me fills my every waking moments. I can not express the urgency of the situation. I pray to gods speed to deliver this to you and your mercy to react.
I can only ponder what has kept you from seeking me. Have I misjudged your feelings? How I wish I had your strength, your patience. The trade winds are blowing strong tonight. I walk the coastal line, the heat lighting illuminates this black sea. distance ships lights only enhances this emptiness which consumes me. is this my destiny?
I leave with a poem:
At sea side I watch the sunset,
I hear the summer strom roll in
in the eye I would always hold you,
someday I will again.
