Outcast Queen

your virtues and voodoo 

and petticoat buttoned up high

tracing the letters 

that echo to you through the night

next to the lake which once sparkled 

but now only cries

dwelling on sorrows,

cursing tomorrow

and longing to leave like a kite

 

your windows stay shut, 

as if to obstruct 

your face from the world outside

when trouble first showed 

you kept up the pace of your stride

but the days are now longer

with nowhere to wander

and no one to hear you confide

your friends are all scattered

your memories shattered

and so you just lay there and hide

 

the look you displayed

and the lies that you made

for the sake of your socialite friends

you should have seen sooner, to them

you were just a new trend

and sadly I know if you could try

you would try to mend

but the pieces are plenty,

your eyes are now empty

you have no more spirit to spend

 

many times we stood shoeless

on fields and beaches

with only the wind on our minds

but now when I knock on your window

you lower the blinds

for so many years all your plans

showed such perfect design

I suppose all it takes

is one little mistake

to think you're forever behind

 

if you'd listened at first

things could still be the same

or at least maybe something like that

seeing you suffer 

it just makes me feel so sad

can't you see now

that the road is no longer in tact

I told you back then

and I'll tell you again

you can't seem to make out the cracks

 

you seemed happy to see me

who knows if that, too

was simply some sinister scheme

after all you brushed me off

when you lived like a queen

but I will not judge you

I will not begrudge you

I know that there's forces unseen

you weren't quite ready,

the choice was too heavy

for a girl of just seventeen

 
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