Secret

I have a secret. It is hidden so deep down that no one ever guesses that it is there. Not even my best friend knows about it because I have never told anyone about it especially him. What would he do? What would he think? How would he reply? I will probably never tell him. I couldn't handle it if it ruined our friendship. Besides he doesn't look at me that way. I am just one of the guys and nothing more. Oh, how wonderful it would be if he liked me but I know he never would. I am too plain and too much of a tomboy while he likes dainty, girly-girls. I can't hide it anymore. Maybe I should just telll him but I am so scared. It could be the beginning of something beautiful or the ending of the best friendship I have ever had. He would be the best boyfriend in the world. But how do I tell him? I can't tell him, he will just laugh. This is hopeless. No way would I be good enough for him. Do I tell him or not? It is an impossible question. Maybe I should wait for him to make a move. No that wouldn't work he is too shy. Even if he liked me he wouldn't say it. OK I'm going to tell him. I can't keep tourturing myself over it.

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just so you know I told him and we are happily dating right now!

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Stephen Di Fede's picture

Very well written. I want to know. Did you really tell him? - and - What did he say?

tonitails's picture

yeah wasn't he just the best guy ever??? NOT!!!! unless the best guys ever wear granny panties and are still hangin' from they mama's titty

tonitails's picture

don't tell him!!!! lol