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God you know.

There's so much going on.

I became vulnerable today and sent my pastor an email with ther bank statement showing what I owe for my sister's services.

Explained why I hadn't been paying ithes or offering.

I got the other day of well this perspon pays tithes and they are supporting the church.

I was polite when I sent the statement of negative almost 17k that I owe. 

I wanted to say so bad I get less than ten percent of the balance due each month.

rent is 708. Cell is 800. elelctric is 108. water is 70. insurance is 100. internet is 40. That doesnt include other bills like 90 for state and 25 for hospital bill. Also have to pay 500 towards that 17k. yes I end up being negative each month into the next. 

You know.

God I really need a financial miracle like you promised.

You know.

If only people would just be like I understand what you are going through instead of trying to guilt me because I can't do certain things financially.

God you know.

 

 

 

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I really need a financial blessing and miracle from God.

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