I see the death all around
I can see the things I used to love dying all around
I can feel the earth, crumble as I walk down this river
Where did all the water go ?
Where did all the life go ?
For this reason I will no longer love
For this reason I will no longer live
For this reason I will no longer breath,
For this reason I will take no more on, nor will I even try
I wont go to walk alone again
I wont go out alone
I wont, give of myslef
I wont let others in
I wont share my pain
I will keep it locked on the inside
I wont share it for all it does is hurt othes
I wont share, my feelings, for I hurt to many already
I am sorry, for my river
for it once was beautiful, vibrante. and full of love
I can feel the cuts on my feet, for they are bare
I can see the blood running off them
I can feel the cuts on my feet, and feel the pain ebbing through them
Oh how i want to cut, again
Oh how I want to finish off this ungodly existnace.
I want my river to be full again
I want the blood to go away
I want my fish to live in water ,not dust
I want the trees to be green again
I want the flowers to bloom again. (pollen and all)
I want my birds to sing happy sounds again
Not just of death
I want the sun to shine down instead of the dull gray sky...