I cry for the loss of my love
Why did he forsake me?
Why did he say I love you and not mean it?
What did I do to make him not love me?
Why did he leave me? I cry to try and understand this.
Why does he hate me so? I cry to understand why?
I cry for the love that I will never feel, from him.
I cry for the new child that you have giving to me.
I weep for the love it may never feel from its father.
I weep daily cause he will never love me
I weep cause he may never love our child
I weep for the loss of my child
I weep for not seeing her daily
I weep in fear of a new life to be born.
I weep cause I do not know if I am worthy of a second child.
I weep cause I feel like I have lost my way to you lord. I know you will always be there for me, but I feel like I am falling down a deep dark hole and there is no way up to your light anymore.
The light that I do see is not light it is darkness, that is trying to take over my life, and make me do things that I do not want to do. Make me feel things I should not be feeling, make me see things that are not there, and hear voices that are not good ones to hear.
I weep for the fear of losing both my best friend and the man that I love, with the birth of my second child. I weep cause I do not know how to handle whom will be the father.
I weep for the loss of love in my life.
I weep for everything.