BLACK NIGHT AFFAIR

I'AM STILL DRAGGING WITH ME SLOW,

ALL THE YEARS THAT YOU HAD TREATED ME

SO BAD.

AND THE NIGHTS HAD BECOME OBSESSION,

AFTER YOU BROKE AND STABBED MY HEART.



STILL I HAVE WIDE OPEN ALL MY WOUNDS,

THAT YOU HAD INFLICTED ME WITH ALL YOUR

LIES,

I FEEL THEM EVERY DAY AND NIGHT, AND I

JUST WANT TO KEEP THEM OUT OF SIGHT.



I DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM BLEEDING, I DON'T WANT

TO FEEL ANYMORE ANYTHING.BUT ALL THESE MEMORIES

KEEP COMING AND RIDING HIGH.

EVERYTHING IS AT STAKE NOW AND SO WAS ALSO THEN.

I'AM HARDLY LIVING BUT HERE EXISTING IN THE SHADOWS

AND COLDNESS OF YOUR LOVE!



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Eric Cockrell's picture

painfully bitter... emptiness... come out into the light! eric

Carla Mobley's picture

Sounds dreadful. Glad you survived.

Carla Mobley's picture

I could hear a drum beating in the background. Congratulations! By the sound of it you are a survivor!

giajl's picture

You express yourself well, and it is easy to feel the mood of the poem.Lets hope that in transfering the pain to the paper like you have so eloquently done.You will have more time now for plesanter thoughts and times ahead.


Paratrooper's don't die........ they go to Hell and regroup!!!

giajl's picture

You express yourself well, and it is easy to feel the mood of the poem.Lets hope that in transfering the pain to the paper like you have so eloquently done.You will have more time now for plesanter thoughts and times ahead.


Paratrooper's don't die........ they go to Hell and regroup!!!

Roz Turner's picture

Hiya I liked this one alot. If we never forget the bad times... I feel it always keeps us on our toes for what is to come. Thanks for sharing Roz