Disgusted

Does it make you

Feel good to lie

As you show no remorse

When it brings tears to my eyes

Disgusted at how I once felt for you

Time revealed I was my own fool

Constantly manipulated and used

Wasn’t I a crafty tool

You held me with such precision

As thoughts of togetherness

Blurred my vision  

As I sat and listened

To your well crafted words

As you play to people’s fantasies

Concealing your intentions

Are powers you’ve mastered well

Your practice taught me many lessons

Only to be  blinded

By times reflection

Afraid to go out and face

Another mans rejection

Was the dumbest thought of mine

From all I’ve endured from you

It’ll take a thousand men

To make me cry, yet alone care

Heard damn near every lie

Went through numerous

Lengths of despair

Nothing can repair

Years of damage

Still I manage  



A heart depleted

No longer cares

Disgusted

Malfunctioned



NO MORE TEARS  

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Shaketa Copelin's picture

I love this poem. I think we've all been here before. You expressed this emotion (hurt) very well.

Jada Park's picture

wheww...feel this one!esp the line "'It’ll take a thousand men To make me cry, yet alone care
Heard damn near every lie
Went through numerous
Lengths of despair
Nothing can repair
Years of damage
Still I manage'"

Crazy how one man can make u feel this way.
feeling your words, girl. U know I relate!