I’m at a point in my life
Where I just want to give up
I try to move forward
But I feel as if I’m stuck
I can’t get over the things I once had
Those things that once belonged to me
But those things are in the past
Moving on is forgetting the past
But I still dwell on those moments
Wishing that it last
For more then it did
Wishing I could go back
And change the things
I once forbid
As I look at myself
I’m watching myself change
Changing into something
Something I can’t explain
I think I know myself
As I try to get by
Only to discover
Who I am
Is undefined
I surprise myself by the actions I take
Only to realize what was done
Is a mistake
Or did I misunderstand
Truth from deceit
Not knowing myself
And what lies ahead of me
Not knowing what to do
Or the path that I’ll choose
Remembering past mistakes
And what again I might do
Am I confused
Or all along knew
What I don’t understand
What I thought was true
Not knowing whom to trust
Not knowing what path to choose
Always mislead
By things that are said
Letting everything people say
Go to my head
I will always be stubborn
Even when I am wrong
I will always sing
Even though I don’t know
The words to the song
I see things my way
And my way’s right
Or am I a lost cause
Not understanding life
But still in all
I put up a fight
Because the day I am gone
I want to see that bright light
To meet my creator
(if he even exists at all)
To get the answer to life
And the reason I was born
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