What I Never Expected

As I sit and think

As I remember and recall

As I came to the realization

That I want you

Nothing more, nothing less

Nothing compares to you

Nothing puts my heart to rest

Than knowing I have you by my side

My other half

Giver of my pride

Ruler of my fate

As I try to say

I love you

Words that can never be replaced

Never be taken away



You the person I love

You the person I admire

You the center of my soul

You my passion and fire

Like a fire it spreads

Spreading warmth as it grows

Or destroying that person

For them to never know

Until it’s to late

But you are the answer

To my life’s mistakes



You gave me the answer

To things

I thought I would never know

You gave me a gift

That doesn’t often show

As I try to say something

That can’t be put into words



But if you listen

Unspoken words are clear

What was never said

Soon you will hear

As they appear with time

As they explain how I feel

And how glad

I am you’re mine



Through the worst and best of times

Thorough thunder clouds and rain

You are the sun

That dried up my pain



Without using words

Without being told

Having you in my life

Is all I need to know



As you bring me happiness

An inner peace

As you bring me vision

To what I couldn’t see

Or thought was never there

You showed me that I could love

You showed me that I could care



As we are separated

Through time and space

No longer do I fear

No longer do I feel misplaced

No longer can I hold back

These feelings

That cannot be erased



Lost in an ocean of feelings

But you are the sea

What was an untruth

You made me believe



You the giver

Of what I never

Expected to receive

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This poem was written in 2000. These thoughts were inspired by the first person I ever loved.

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