As Clouds Drift Across the sky
I look at it’s beauty
Recalling events in my life
Holding back tears
That want to escape from my eyes
How bad I want to cry
How I wish I could scream
No matter how many times I blink my eyes
I know this is not a dream
All of this is real
Everything I’ve been through
I’m at a point that I no longer feel
There is no beauty in my pain
Nor the teardrops spilling
From my eyes like rain
Forever stained on my face
Embellished in sadness
Where happiness doesn’t have a state
Wishing I could erase
And start life over with a new slate
Trying to find my place
In this existence called life
Yearning to be free
Like clouds drifting across
The sky