We all know the saying
Experience is the best teacher
For me it wasn’t the experience
But the pain the greets one
Internally it’s as if I’ve died
If it weren’t for my tears
I wouldn’t know I was alive
Hurt so bad I craved death
My pain deepened with each breath
That was taken
I was mentally breaking
Shaking from sobs I could no long keep inside
My heart and breath quicken as I cry
Why?
The question not so easily explained
Why?
I screamed in torment and shame
Why? Is what I searched for
As if it would stop and ease my pain
Why? Was the blame and reason
Yet couldn’t answer..
What I felt through this experience
“Why” Should have ended
But I mistook it for the beginning
Pain is the teacher who taught me
My most valuable lesson
Manifesting my hurt
To one of my life’s cherished
Blessing
That is so real it hurts to read, i love it!!!!
Mina