The majority of life is full of shit
Yet I excluded the one I’m with
As if he’s above the rest
But if it is I who but him upon that pedestal
Where does the blame rest?
How can I be upset
When I chose to be blind
Only saw aspects that coincide with mine
Coincide with my character
Coincide with my heart
Creator of my laughter
I’m not mad at you
For what you never were
Yet up set at the things he does?
Because it is something I would never do
At the same time knowing
What I am isn’t you
Therefore I’ve played my own fool
Stabbed myself in the heart
Can’t be upset at something
That wasn’t there from the start
Holding my chest as blood
Leaks from my scar
Shocked at the revelation of what you are
And what I portrayed you to be
Taught a valuable lesson
Of sight and which one sees
An illusion created by heart
When my chest becomes hollow
Only then will I depart