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Sweet Little Oblivion
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Love Because I feel like if I hug you then I will got forever lost in you and I'll get pulled into the shadows of your sweet little oblivion. My plus 1 will be a minus 1 and I'll loose whatever I've gained just to be with you because you are everything I need and I want it so badly but I can't succumb to this desire because if I do I feel like I will be forever lost and I don't know if I want the change that this could bring but god do I crave our sweet little oblivion.
My body is so willing to just run away, as is my heart, but my mind is telling me that running away with you would be my end; but it would also be our beginning. I'm afraid that it would be the beginning of a life I will grow to know and love and it terrifies me. Everything I've worked so hard for would just crumble to ash before my very eyes and it would all be for nothing, or everything, I just don't know. I don't know anymore! I don't know about this oblivion that we could possibly create but I want it, no matter how hard I try not to, I want it so badly and it's eating me from the inside out. It stings and it burns and I'm dying without you but even worse, I'm living without you and I'm hiding this desire day after day.
I'm living in a labyrinth, every twist and turn is controlled by fate and I'm trying to tip-toe through the shadows but I'm craving the light. With you I would be placed under the brightest spotlight in sky and from there there would be no possible escape that I've been so desperately searching for but still, there's always that possibility of our sweet little oblivion and oh, how good that sounds.
Into oblivion we fall
Its from the heart and thats what counts, but why oblivion and not paradise? or do you see them as the same thing?
this is not the end, this is not the begining of the end, this is merely the end of the begining.
thankyou, see I figure that
thankyou, see I figure that oblivion is forever while paradise can change and is something you say while on a vacation but i never considered that thank-you
"Tell me, how does it feel to be as beautiful as you?"
-Kyrra