I know this was nothing more than a pipe dream,
That it could never have come true.
But my life was empty and pointless,
Before I had heard about you.
I started watching your videos,
And it awakened a part of me,
That made my life worth living,
For a future I could now see.
I don't quite know how it happened,
When this crush became something more.
Soon my dreams always included you,
You showed me something to live for.
I dreamt what it would be like,
If we ever did meet.
Then I found out about her,
And admitted my defeat.
I know this was nothing more than a pipe dream,
That this crush probably wouldn't last.
But now I don't know what to do,
Before I leave you in the past.