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Truthfully
I haven't told you how I felt in a long time, feelings go feelings to determine the mind, I wanna love you so bad, but our love isn't fine, but I...
Things get hectic, words disrespected, hearts get neglected, and still we are here happy as ever as if we are in heaven,
You are my fanasy and everything that comes between it, you are my purgatory, the luminous glow that I believe in, and even if we aren't perfect, my heart fits with you in the deep end.
L-I-F-E life, for some reason when I spell it out loud I accidentally spell your name, is that a coincidence? Or is it just you are actually my life and its set in my brain, how can you love someone so deep to the point my your blood spills out my veins! I took your heart you took mines, trying to fix it from the pain, the pain we discovered before we knew our names, the past we endeavored to pull us up from the grains, to gain us.
Now "us" isn't perfect, the sound of it sounds wrongs, but when our lips meet I know you is were I belong, when you smile from to cheek to cheek I knew this is it and its strong
So simple from a smile with a background to weak, I know your struggles I know your pain, because I live them through me, if I could execute our past and let the future be, let our future dream, I want you as my future, I want you as my sleep, I want you as my day, I want you at my keens.
I don't speak how I feel, so in this letter I tell you what is real, and I tell you what is wrong, I tell you what is right and ill tell you what is lies. I hide from you now because of the fear that lay insides, because everyone lusts for you, and that puts me in dislike, it makes me despise, those people didn't know you when the pimples on your face would come up as a surprise, when your eyes weren't straight, and the color of your head was switching dyes, I fell for your pureness, not your lips and your thighs, but for some reason I feel like they got you now, they got you blind.
The pure you, talks to me and its like my fire is ignited, and my dreams are enlightened , my eyes begin to brighten, then you leave, and I become sightless, I become some flesh with no significance ,no ignorance, nothing to fight in.
L.O.V.E also spells why you're righteous, why you're so different from everyone that I thought I put a light in, why every time I look in your eyes I see a map that's enticing, I see a life living lifeless, I see myself, the true me, my beginning, my middle, my end, and my rewriting.
My heart is on my sleeve as ragged as can be, but purely in need, of a touch from the seed, because we grew is into a flower, but now our flower is loosing it leaves, so I guess what I'm trying to say is there no me without you, there's no you without me... -Kris Harbor
