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Daddy's Little Girl
I'm speaking in terms of a girl, a women now. Someone who was deprived of having a father. This goes out to everyone living this struggle, I necessarily don't have this problem but I envision it something like this
Dear low life,
On a cold winter night a feeling that began to replicate in my soul came back to me, as this time I was kid going through the daily forbids, you and mom fighting was something I would get use to because the good moments we had would never over do you, it hurt me to see you guys in the house fighting, tryna work at school but my mind on some problems, some problems that weren't mine they were yours in fact, but I was daddy's little girl there was no room in tact, for reality and what you really were no! what you really are,because that night I got them feelings, was the night I got a Scar, you scared my heart so now its all in this abyss and the person that I love, I don't give them shit, but its my heart! Its my fucking heart, but you when you left , you left from the back and left everything detached so when I get back stabbed I'm numb I can't react, so where are you now? a question I asked because I know deep down you want to be my dad but you can't because its not in your pack, drugs,alcohol and gang banging is what you needed, apparently what you feigning, because I'm only an inconsistent so you distance the remembrance of this cold winter night, when you left I lost my sight, when you left I tried to fight but was it right? Because now I can't love now I can't fight, now I can't try, I'm deprived by a motherfuking low life! Please daddy please! Don't leave! mom here but her boyfriends a pussy, and only reason why he's alive, because my sister would hate me, I don't want her being deprived of a father like I was, even though he messed up a man is there that she could look up to! Because when I look up who? Who's there? My mom tired but in reality she don't really care because she won't even stare at me in the face maybe because something I can't figure out but is that really fair?! Dude you left me and I'm not the best kind of girl, but I'm doing enough to get by in this world, but see I wanna do more because I know that I can! but every time I try I can't I just can't!! I get average grades, I'm not addicted to drugs, I'm innocent child with good intention and intuition of love, see I found someone for me but I can't love them, because my heart is scared up so I look for other niggas to fuck em,because when my love leaves me I blame everything on them, because they're the most consistent person that has ever been , and he love unconditionally but I can't do that back I push that dude away, but he still stay in tact, I feel lonely most day missing your ass, and I'm writing you this letter to explain that your trash, and you haven't ruined my life ,you just left it to pass, because someone who wants to ruin someone's life they actually give a fuck! So I won't conduct my life on ride of never ending drunk, I look at my self in the mirror and all I see is a slump, and I don't blame my failures on you, because you were just stump , many stumps and I haven't fell yet I'm still up!! I don't got no fucking daddy that nigga is a punk
Sincerely, Daddy's little memory
