I Could Never

I could never make you fall in love with someone like me, it was unexpected and rejected but eventually we met it, I could never lie down these pieces to this puzzle by myself and nor could I ever tell you to tell me you needed help, I could never tenaciously rip the anger that came out of your eyes when I told you my feelings went to some other person, I could never tell you stay I could never make you lie, make you lie as in you weren't mad and  everything was okay, I patiently waited on the phone for some type of emotions but stupid of me because when have you ever been willingly open?
I'm not saying that was bad but it was you  and I accept  it ,just how you accept my flaws whether or not I viewed yours as perfection, but I look at us now and say was this a lesson that a question lingered in the air without a direction?
I could never make you look me in the eye and every time our body touched, I could never tell you to give me your innocence and give me your heart, these were your decision whether you regret them or you want to tear them apart!
Where did we go? Are we fading and are we not there? Or did we go on vacation? But maybe life is fair? Maybe we are meant and maybe the things we decided on as individuals made us the most complex intervals,
I could never tell you stay after all this bullshit, I could never make you leave through all and through it,
The beautiful world out there the only thing was you! I wanted to pursue it,
I could never tell you to pursue and give me that first kiss I could never tell your lips to stay, your choice was to go through that abyss,
I could never tell you to call when we would say we're  through with this,
But you did all these thing on your own conscience, you decided to let me be the one your heart provided,
I love you but sometime your love I question, but I think about this and I make this objection, that I could never tell you to love me the way you do, this is the only thing that makes me rethink the actions you choose, I could never tell you to be with me after those are the choices on you, but my choice is us, and there's nothing else I want, you're the only thing I rather not loose

-Kris Harbor

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