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Do. you miss me?
I think about you every moment of this to look at you laugh be happy and yeah its great but I see a clock and it symbolizes how much time we spent together but just how much more we could've had
The fact I think about you soo much I wonder if you're thinking back, but do you not take life as seriously as you did with me , or do you just let the wind go and you fly with the breeze? One question! So many question I want to have a answer to, but the question I ask myself is will I pursue?
I see you everyday and the awkwardness gets louder by the second, not saying I want you to be mine, but I'm tired of reminiscing, you were my best friend the person who was there for me, dude why are we so distant?
Now all we say is hi, and conversations drifted, and even if we talked would you really listen?
More question running through my head faster then when my heart use to beat or when you rub my back or kissed my cheeks, and I couldn't do much because my knees got weak, I do miss you as being mines, being yours could never be, I miss my friend the person who would struggle but also over come through these things, the conversations we had that no one would particularly understand or even care , but it was me and you and the life that opens that door, the door we always stood in front but wanted to bust open so bad but reality set in and even though the relationship was good it was great, but it could never be grasped, but at least we were distraught the feelings I was scared of but now I'm okay and distance and reminiscing made me feel a different person spare of your heart I'm sorry I hurt you and if time could rewind and my mind was in the right place it wouldn't happen again, you were more then a person I temporarily gave my heart to, you were my friend,
This note of these thoughts have ran through my mind will unfortunately never get to you for a couple of reasons, because I want a friend who won't change just because of seasons, I know you love someone else but us not talking isn't pleasin, and bet the fact I won't be pleasing you to talk to me because if you don't then I will let it be, I love you so much and this relationship wouldn't ever succeed but I'm fine with that if you are but honestly do you agree?
