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Missing you is a like a mother loosing the instinct of the action their child is deciding to take, not calling you my child but everytime I would hold you, the tears on your cheek would behold you. and let me know that it was real
We were could you not see it the way I look you in your eye and believe it that we were going to last into something worth grieving but you left my life so suddenly it felt with no reason, a reason that I still do not know til this day,
But the texts and the calls were just ignored which just signifies the actions you did to push me away,
You pushed til the last pulse would decay but was I not there? the person to day, and day as in brighten you up and see the sun start your day off and get out of the hells that you yourself have cause but some are just how you grew up
Was me serenading you giving you the world with all the perfection to your heart and standards enough?
This is how we are the usual that has poison our souls, but see I don't want it to be this way, I want the love I know we have to intertwine and be more than just silhouette,
Because if I have to pay for us to be the us I know we can then I would be debt,
But I would be dead poor and broke rather than be wealthy having everything in life but you aint what I'm letting
happens to us
because us is something like a wedding,
so damn bittersweet no one forgetting ,the way we look at each other and know this is right, when you would cry on my phone and I could reassure by some cliche shit that's everything alright
We lost everything only in one night
Not exactly lost it but put it to the side just so you can hide behind a shield that opens your eyes into a negative appeal you pushed me away til a point I can't deal and I want this foreal then you would call my phone and redo this and still!
Still I would tell you I love you and how much I've missed
the way of your laugh or the touch of the essences from your lips
Its a trip
Like maybe my imagination has tooken me farther than every before
But I feel like its not in my brain ever since you took that step in the front door, in the science class room and you lied to me about your name ,soo young naïve with potential to gain, I felt something even though I wasn't apart of your terrain ,at this moment
I own it til this very day
I miss you
And I could say it every five second because its the truth when you miss someone you feel like you aint got shit to loose, in my negative ass mind I lost you and here's some proof
So I date all these people but in reality you are my root
I wrote this and I really didn't want to but the feel of my fingers against this old blackberry continue to write every fucking emotion I have for you inside, I missed the laugh we had and not because everything was alright, because you trusted and I trusted you more than husband and a wife,
I need you and you need me so why fight each other when we could take down the world, and turn it into our own the perfect picture the perfect swirl,
I mean you know I love you more than life could ever even give you with direct contact
So let's not play the games, let's not try to act
I am Me and you are You and that's that
So give me your hand and for once just relax
-kris harbor
