See you were scared, with the bad memories and reminiscing only in darkness
As in for me I grew up not normal but a tad better than you but regardless
I love you now more than ever the imperfection perfect your perfections and the habbits good and bad make you who you are, I see the light in you, I see the star
A star noone else really sees and I spotted before all the people wanted to be with you
During the days of growing body parts and getting feeling you never felt before, through the days of being defiant, when the pimples hid your face, I was there for you, and you were my first place!
But now that you have grown into the beauty I always saw in you everybody in this world wants a shot at you, so now you're overshadowed with the glamour and the wants of everyone attention, my attention was at that moment never mentioned, but see you come back to me with your problems of the world but yet you still push so hard like a kid that has seen nothing but pain struggle and unhappiness that her child hood was a disaster and a scary movie but never got to recover after
But now I see why I am overshadowed I see why I amm never the first on your list, because my analogy to the way you push me is actually very true, you are that kid that had nothing but negative stuck to you
The way you push me is only the way you ever known , its the only way you have ever seen growing up in your childhood life wasn't always green, well see it was never green and a person coming into your life trying to be consistent you know nothing of it because life for you with other people was so distant, but see I still stand in your life and I am still here regardless of the feeling you have for me and the fear, you are you and I am me and something about us makes us be, but if you don't believe how real we are I do, and I know you do somewhere deep down all the hurt and pain there's a girl willing to pursue, so I don't blame you for your ways, that's just you, I want you to be stuck in your childhood, I want you to be the person to live through
-kris harbor