As For The Heart

You raised my feelings to the sky
Gave them wings, taught them how to fly
They broke through the clouds,through the cosmos they sliced
A slight delight filled my thoughts every second you would cross a mind of mine
Yes, that corrupted mind of mine...
Messed it up, with your perfection slyly leaving about the mines

Repleted with desire, completed with a dream so fine,
I opened my eyes and gasped for air in the middle of an ocean of lies,
At an absolute height and the greatest speed dropped my heart to dive
Through the shadow of pain and hate with a mad pace
Leaving a plague of anguish to spread through my soul
And all the stupid mind games you used to play
I was given no rules no instructions...didn''t even know it was such a lethal game
After my feelings exploded you made my vision lose colors, become so plain and grey

As if attempting to write a great essay
All trying my best to avoid mistakes but to amaze and impress you
Hoping you may...read it and see what my feelings are trying to convey
Or maybe a simple feedback to tell me what your vision portrayed
Explain what your words meant,
That were so beautiful like a rose, no not one the whole bouquet
So gracious like the heavens gate
but now i see their fake it hurts like hell
There''s millions of them...

I guess it was all a bluff..
wen i started should have known there was a heartbreak in reserve
Because now as i watch my feelings decompose
my reality is becoming more than rough
I dropped something whilst tryna give it to u...
My heart....thought you really wanted to hold on to it ever so tough

I don''t know how
but it is now demolished..without a trace as if you cast some kind of spell
with your fake roses, so pleasant to eye but empty to heart
they will never reach any ova senses
no they wont be real, not at any expenses
Fake. just like you. you know how to set a beautiful illusion
and leave one traumatized in deep confusion
with all the heartbreak and despair flow into a fusion
every aspect of you is a delusion
yet as for the very conclusion..
the thought of you will never stop suffocating my heart
and nothing will save it, not even CPR

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