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I Only Get Better
I want you to know me
So many things
I wish I could say
I only hope for an ending
Not so painful
But enough to walk away
Because I think that you'r hurting
As much as I am
And maybe more
I've been crazy about you
Since the first thing
But I don't know if I can
Feel like before
Weren't you the one
Who talked about love
And us getting married
I thought after my first time
That kind of thing
Would really scare me
But it didn't
It felt so right,
Too good to
Ever be wrong
But now we don't talk much, if ever
You say it's me
That I did it all
So why am I
Feeling like I've given
Cuz you made me fall
Yet taken back
By you giving back never
If you worry about causing me pain
Know I only get better
Someone once said
Love is worth
Much more than gold
But I've never known
What real love really is
So everything I'm to feel
I've only been told
Sometimes I wish
I could have you
The way you said
You wanted me, too
But what is there between us
Mostly fear of hurting the other
I'm so afraid
To do that to you
But now we don't talk much, if ever
You say it's me
That I did it all
So why am I
Feeling like I've given
Cuz you made me fall
Yet taken back
By you giving back never
If you worry about causing me pain
Know I only get better
Weren't you the one
Who talked about love
And us getting married
I thought after my first time
That kind of thing
Would really scare me
But it didn't
It felt so right,
Too good to
Ever be wrong
Are we only holding on
To something non-existent
Proving that the two of us
Are really gone
Too cheated to be together
Too unhappy
To know what we have
I just wanted to tell you
That no matter what and whether
We continue on or not,
You're still the best
That I've ever had
But now we don't talk much, if ever
You say it's me
That I did it all
So why am I
Feeling like I've given
Cuz you made me fall
Yet taken back
By you giving back never
If you worry about causing me pain
Know I only get better
Weren't you the one
Trying
To build me up
To take pain away
And think you could give enough
So I'd never say
Please go away
But now I think you've given up
Because I'm not enough
Though as broken as you're hoping
That I'm really not
I still opened up
And let you in
To a world I had been closing off
And that's not easy
I feel abandoned
Yet I could be better
Off with you
Than without you
But now we don't talk much, if ever
You say it's me
That I did it all
So why am I
Feeling like I've given
Cuz you made me fall
Yet taken back
By you giving back never
If you worry about causing me pain
Know I only get better
I only hope for an ending
Not so painful
But enough to walk away
Because I think that you'r hurting
As much as I am
And maybe more
