smoke in the dark

 

The icy night air hurts my chest, the star light comes and goes as the smoke from these cigarettes stings my eyes

 

All I can think of is her, the panic fills my heart as the smoke fills my lungs , I'm so cold 

 

I know she's not alone and I don't know what I've done wrong that he's doing so right .

 

If I could find a way to be in the night sky, I wouldn't feel like this any more and she would be with me again. Every heartbroken fear would fade away like the smoke from my cigarettes.

 

All my life has fallen apart, all my hopes and dreams are lost. All I can do is stand here in this cruel nights embrace I hope to God another day I won't have to face. The smoke clings and dances with no special place to be and my heart too longs to burn and the ashes blow away.