After the deed was done,
You left no visible scars
So I should be okay, right?
I should be thankful, right?
I should be happy I'm alive, right?
Well tonight I'm wishing you had pulled that trigger.
That every shadow wouldn't be your silhouette.
Every branch or rusting leaf wouldn't be you
Coming back to finish me off.
My every moment would not
be twisted and mangled.
My mind would not be consumed
with this bloody hell,
and this cackling insanity.
no you left no visible scars
so i should be okay right?
I should be happy I'm alive, right?
Why didn't you just pull the trigger?
Why does this torment go on
with your presence still lingering on my senses?
I want to lock myself away and sleep and sleep
until your sickening residue is gone.
I just want this to go away
I want this shell,
this stranger in the mirror to just go away.
I hate everything I am now.
No you left no visible scars
So I should be thankful, right?
I should be happy right?
Why didn't you just kill me?