Why I Never Rake the Lawn
The solid wood of the handle
Chapped my palms
As I breathed the deep soul
Of falls initiation to the living.
The lawn a thick carpet
Of muddy browns, burnt reds, and dull orange.
My father sent me out
With rake in hand to
Fight the never-ending battle
Beneath the crispness of
An October sky.
I remember gazing at the perfect
Lawns of our neighbors
Whose carpet was a rich green
And with a huff of frosty breathe
Threw down the implement of
Thoughtless human destruction.
Desiring something unique to
Treasure alone in the world
A lawn that resembled the beauty
Of a Persian rug where no two threads
Looked exactly alike.
I marched triumphantly back inside
To tell my Daddy of my plans
But five swift moments later
I returned to my Persian carpet with
My bottom stinging from his hands.
I learned for sure that day
Little girls don’t get to choose
The colors of their world.
But certainly I knew that
I would never send my own
Daughter out to drain the
Rainbow of its color.