My Life
I’ve got so many people expecting me to fall
Teetering on a tight rope frayed with hope
How I got here I can’t really seem to recall
One foot in front of the other steadily I grope
Looking for just one sigh of safety found
But there’s no net of love to catch me
Nothing stopping me from hitting the ground
Just empty space as far as I can see
But there are faces blurred at the edges of sight
The voices of my past staring vacantly ahead
Hold on tight...don’t let go....no one’s there to catch you
Trying to remember what all of them ever said...
Never kiss a boy on your first date lied Mom
Fight for your beliefs and you can’t lose lied Dad
And remember...no drinking or sex at the prom
And certainly don’t give in to the newest fad
The words fill the silence echoing in my ears
Ignore your roots or become a branch of the family tree
God, it has always been one of my biggest fears
To be the way my Mother always wanted me to be
But is it so wrong to live life in the comfort of stupidity
And just accept what you are told is true?
Pretend that all that matters is living with dignity
Never having a thought that’s originally new?
Yes.
And that is why I am walking this tightrope.