What she doesn’t know
What she doesn’t see
Breaking as I go
Turning away from me.
The weight
The weight
My mind cries
It has to be the weight
That’s why she began to overt her eyes
Your face
Your face
The mirror screams
It’s the single most thing
That’s out of place
And haunts her worst dreams
It has to be your face
That’s what she finds out of place.
Feed me
Feed me
My stomach cries
Yet something won’t let me
Even as it tears me up from inside
Feed me please
I need to eat.
Leave me
Leave me
My poor wrists beg
I won’t do good for you
Try using your leg
Leave me
It’s the scars that’s what she hates to see.
Kiss me
Kiss me
My eyes show her the plea
Yet nothing in return
From her eyes to me
Kiss me
I long to beg yet know only it would be a disgrace.
Notice me
Notice me
Comes my tears desire
Yet when she does it’s time for us to retire
Off to bed
As the cry rings inside my head
Notice me
Notice me.
Go die
Go die
The voices used to cry
Yet what they didn’t see when I would try
Go die
Go die
The kids would shout
When all I wanted was someone to hear me cry out.