Past the bounds of Heaven
Once understanding's perfected in a sphere
And through the glass of infinity
outwards to unsung airs
The flower mates repeatedly
Every crevice a rift in times
Passing the last of the created worlds
The physical and spiritual dissolve with the mind
No Virgils or wisdoms to guide
Only sight that's made anew
This one sense if that it be
Even this seems askew
The great doors of nothing open
And as the mirrors towards me loom
The airless ether bejeweled by crystals
So far away, blazing like super moons
A mirror of space portrayed
Or rather the concoctions of my thoughts
The ether like jelly engulfs me
As existence to chaos I cross
33 years I've floated through nothing
Those moons still as far as before
Yet my thoughts do not turn to insanity
Looking ever forward, hoping for new shores
But me thinks my journey's ended
33 years and no new thing
The moons, just lures alluring
And farther, me from existence they bring
In the world I'd be not even a memory
A life unregarded as time flows
Even the angels would confuse that pilgrim
Who passed their lands so long ago
Heaven and hell shut off to me
My spirit remains somewhere bound with my soul
Even the heavenly bodies have forgotten my existence
A shallow footprint in a storm of snow.
Why was I allowed this journey?
Why the blood clot in my veins?
I would have bore life's vexations
Endured all of realities pains
But as I'm pulled out of cosmos
Like a raft in a tempest storm
My hopes die like my body
As through this nothing I am borne
Pray God remember me reader
That the ancient of days has not forgot
For hell cast me out
God forgive me,
For asking "what is beyond Heaven?"