PHANTOMS OF THE MIND

In the dark recesses

of my mind

hide phantom figures

of secret fears.

They prod my insecurities

into inactivity.

Will I be accepted here?

Will I be laughed at there?

Am I good enough for this?

Will I fail at that?

These dismal taunters haunt

my deepest dreams,

jeering and undermining

my efforts to succeed.

They parade my failures

across my consciousness,

laughing at my consternation,

teasing me with discomfort.

I try to dodge their missiles

but to no avail.

They load me with weighty rocks

of doubt and trepidition,

crushing all my latent desires

to open new doors.

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