CURSED SELF
I, tedious I do strive and strut to vie
Midst the autumn of my years, against
A most fitful foe that plagues an aging
Conscience so. Be it that forgiveness
Could be bought or sold, I would sell
All of what I own to ransom back my
Forfeited love for the. Feigh was I when
I took release of your hand since my
Slower destiny plodded behind and I
Drew neigh upon good fortune. Forever
Will I beat my breast until old age takes
Me to rest for such a weak moment when
My brow, swelling with the angst of
Forlorn love did make the most horrid of
Decisions to relinquish thee from my life.
Cursed self am I for I did fail to vie
To take you as my wife and brave poverty.
Alas, I could not endure the sweetness of your
Lips and give nothing but grinding poverty in
Return. O cursed self! I had to let thee go.
*Written for Lynn Taylor of Como, N.C.