I live in this eternal hell
No sense of feeling at all
I've been labeled as a freak
As someone very strange
I enjoy any form of pain
And I willingly except
Kisses from razor blades, and knives
And anything else that cuts
Yet through this all
Through every single day
I remain here on this earth
In this eternal hell
I could die at anytime
Any week, month, or day
If I choose not to live
I could easily end my life
Pills, gun, rope, razor blade, or knife
Any one would work
But yet I'm still here living
In this eternal hell
Pain is a wonderful thing to feel
At least that's what I think
People always say I'm weird
But without pain or grief
How would I survive this eatrh
And this eternal hell