I'm laying here in this dark room
As feelings race through my head
Anger, sadness, fear, and gladness
But most of all is grief
'I'm a murderer!' and continue to weep
I used a hatchet to kill someone
And that was just last week
Nobody but me knows she's dead yet
They all think she was kidnapped
Maybe I can forget this happened
And try to put it in the past
Just yesterday I shanked someone
He talked s**t and got me p**sed
That's just one more person I've slain
Maybe he won't be missed
My body count continues to grow
The bodies all begin to mold
I strip them of all their flesh
And clean out their insides
I chop all of their heads off
And hang them by my blinds
I collect the blood in cups and bowls
I cook and dine on their meat
If only I could drink their souls
The process would be complete
I'm a crazy, mental, deranged freak
And I revel in death and blood
I slice my wrists or cut myself
Depending on my mood
Why am I like this you ask
Why am I such a freak
Why am I so morbidly dark
Throughout every single week?
This I can't really explain
All I know is it all makes me happy
The life that I am living now
Is a life that people hate
But this life is what I know and love
And it's all you "normal" people I hate
I'm laying here in this dark room
As feelings race through my head
Anger, sadness, fear, and gladness
But most of all...
...releif