I thought that you were special
I thought you were 'the one'
I thought that we were meant to be
And we always had fun
At first, you were strong and bold
And always said, 'I love you'
As time progressed, you faded
And turned into someone new
As I was slowly losing you
I lost all strength to fight
You slipped through my fingers
And you ended your life
Maybe if I would have held you
Kept you close to my soul
Maybe you wouldn't be gone
I wouldn't be a black hole
I walk through life now unblinking
Wishing that I were dead, too
Tonight I finally will be, and then
Forever, I'll be with you