As I draw the blade
Across my pale-white skin
And see the line of red form
And trickle down my arm
My heart begins to race
As my excitement grows
First blood is so delicious
And always brings a flood
Of new, unfound emotions
And some already felt
The one I feel forever
Is the eternal hunger
Of the undead and haunted
The fanged, cursed, and the hated
When the flow begins to stop
I slice over them again
The wounds grow deeper
The blodd flows faster
A puddle forms in the sink
I run warm water over the cuts
To keep the blood flow steady
The water is stained with my life
Which will be over soon
My mind is growing dizzy
And you choose to walk in now
Damn you! Why can't you let me be!?!
I don't want any help!I chose to do this by myself
No person influenced my choice
The hunger will not die inside
Until, outside, I die
You scoop me up
Into your arms
Say you love me and ask why
Why did I do this to myself?
Why do I want to die?
You say I have much to live for
And I'll always have you
Well...
Since you put it THAT way...
I guess I can stay...
...For now