Emotions

As I draw the blade

Across my pale-white skin

And see the line of red form

And trickle down my arm

My heart begins to race

As my excitement grows

First blood is so delicious

And always brings a flood

Of new, unfound emotions

And some already felt

The one I feel forever

Is the eternal hunger

Of the undead and haunted

The fanged, cursed, and the hated

When the flow begins to stop

I slice over them again

The wounds grow deeper

The blodd flows faster

A puddle forms in the sink

I run warm water over the cuts

To keep the blood flow steady

The water is stained with my life

Which will be over soon

My mind is growing dizzy

And you choose to walk in now

Damn you! Why can't you let me be!?!

I don't want any help!I chose to do this by myself

No person influenced my choice

The hunger will not die inside

Until, outside, I die

You scoop me up

Into your arms

Say you love me and ask why

Why did I do this to myself?

Why do I want to die?

You say I have much to live for

And I'll always have you

Well...

Since you put it THAT way...

I guess I can stay...

...For now

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