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Why Now
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Boys I didn't forget you
Although I tried
I locked the memory away
I filled my life
Made myself whole
Kept myself busy
I went so far away from you
There were others
They tried to win my heart
They never won
I always found a reason
A way to slip away
To protect myself
To not be hurt again
Then life brought me back
Back to this place
I thought I had left behind
I saw you again
It was still there
That spark
I told myself it was a lie
That you were like all the others before
But I was wrong
My first instinct is to run away
But where can I go?
Where can I run?
Will you hurt me?
Will it be worth it?
I have to face the truth
I care for you
I am open and unguarded
Waiting
What will you do?
