I cry
Once again my happiness begins to die
No snow, no sun
No time, no love
Always memories and no ones there
Never a friend to tell my thoughts to
Only someone who only cares about his doom
Im lonely, sick and dying
Only tell others stuff, but always lying
Im not happy, im not moving on
Im still stuck here, lying to myself all along
Never get free it seems, my feet are bound forever
If only I had that love, that would make me feel warm all over
I sigh
But I wish I could tie
This memory of you down to the ground
So I could walk away and never look back
If only it were that easy, id move on quick
But its not and that’s the painful reality
For so long I’ve been living this duality
I cant move on, the pain has left its mark
I knew I would feel this way from the start
But I kept on anyway, in hopes to change my fate
But I was laughed at and rejected by our stars of late
Don’t tell me to move on because there is no escape
It will find me, it will bind me
Hold me down, and never leave the sight of me
Life will knock me down
Ill hit face first into the ground
Never get up, I’ve been hit hard
I wish I could just lay here in this yard
There’s no point in getting up, so why should I try?
Im afraid this time I might just die
Why does it have to be this way?
Sitting here writing all these lyrics
But for your love I still had nothing to say
Now your gone, for good this time
And it seems you took away this life of mine
This isn't pathetic, it's just something inside of you dying. You write the best when you express your pain. You have put too much pain into the thought of this girl. Please let her go before the emotions you are expressing burn you alive from the inside out. Please find someone else, or it will always be this way. One day you'll wake up and realize how silly it was to suffer over something so uncontrollable...and uncertain as love is.